happy 2010

happy 2010.. now juz 4 hours left. and we are going to embark on this new year. i guess most youths are having countdown or celebration for waiting the first second of 2010 coming. Actually i cant understand what for we spent our time to acticipate for that second coming as nothing change in our surrounding..perhaps those who are having great time now gain the merriment from gathering with their loved ones, and also the atmosphere of crowding joyfully.

i love 2009, this fruitful year has exposed lots things for me to learn, feel and experience. i gained any unexpected presents from our Lord and many of those i really dont deserve for it, though i will always appreciate it,treasure it and wont let You down. I may cry because i dont think i can travelled that far, and finally i smile when u continue on my side, aiding me in growing spritually, step by step to resolve the crisis pouring upon me and bless me to be unscathed after every trauma, and most importantly, never give up me when my negative side prevails..

i cant expect what will the forthcoming events bring to me. either desperate nor joyfull life i will live it with a tough heart. i have had such long journey and i tell myself, i will be looking forward... and step forward.

Avatar.. again

I see you I see you Walking through a dream I see you My light in darkness breathing hope of new life Now I live through you and you through me Enchanting I pray in my heart that this dream never ends I see me through your eyes Living through life flying high Your life shines the way into paradise So I offer my life as a sacrifice I live through your love You teach me how to see All that’s beautiful My senses touch your word I never pictured Now I give my hope to you I surrender I pray in my heart that this world never ends I see me through your eyes Living through life flying high Your love shines the way into paradise So I offer my life I offer my love, for you When my heart was never open (and my spirit never free) To the world that you have shown me But my eyes could not division All the colours of love and of life ever more Evermore (I see me through your eyes) I see me through your eyes (Living through life flying high) Flying high Your love shines the way into paradise So I offer my life as a sacrifice And live through your love And live through your life I see you I see you

love is a miracle indeed, which is one of greatest inventions by our Lord. love exists everywhere, it is absolutely transparent which we cant see, we cant touch or even smell it .we can juz feel it, and most time we feel the love from someone when the one has sacrificed for u. when u love somebody , you dare to giv up yourself.. or yours including every belonging, juz because of your love towards that lucky one..

thanks to god.. we gain love . we spread the love. as we learn how to love..

Avatar

today i have a watch of this great movie..with david. initially i didnt intend to watch it, as fiction movie definitely isnt my favor. however, due to many reasons ( firstly, nth to do staying in house. secondly, juz rm6 is needed to pay.=d 3. curious abt its content after seeing its acheivement in ticket-sale, note: it is on the way to beat down the titanic!!) however, the sibu cinema appear as how it is on usual days, juz few ppls come for it.

This movie took 2 hours and 45 minutes, quite long movie and for overall, i didnt feel special for the story line, juz i feel the movie background is awesome, and the 3d-graphic is gorgeous too..very real.

the main character is jake, a handicapped, who resume his dead brother's mission to aid earth army in gaining precious metal in padora. for ensuring to suceed the mission, jake has to become one of the namia ppl by combining his soul with a man-made namia body. hence, he becum new to that new world. the rest of story i cant tell u any further due to copyright ..haha..

the movie inspires its spectator in several ways. one of this i would like to pen here.

frm this movie,human, again has shown their inhumanlity when they want to possess something of their desire. in avatar, human has launched a war against namia ppl immediately after failed in negotiation. human always act cruel in protecting own benefits and often they do anything regardless of other's feeling even safety. i dare not to deny that i never behaved like this..one idion frm mandarin best describes this characterstic": if one doesnt act according to his need, he wil be destroyed right now, by the sky and also the ground" however, these is a population of ppl who behave oppositely, they forget of defending their own right and this they are harmed. hence now a balance is required. we shnt hurt others in hunting out favor while we musnt sacrifice ourselves. though most times we are unable to judge and doubtful in making decision...haha..human is always suffering for this...haiz=d

one quote from the movie:
"if u want to gain sth frm one, that one isnt necessary to become your enermy.."

deep meaning.. love this quote.

these days i am busy soaking in sorts of entertainment and indulging in gathering with old friend. most of them have changed apparently in appearance nor talking style. perhaps they have grown spritually, and somehow i feel strange to them, as i have separated with them for such long time after spm. juz now i got the hot new among ausmatians, we are regrouped for next sems and this means i have to mingle wif different throng of classmates then. I am blurred in classifing this as fantastic or awful new. by thinking positively, i will have more opportunity to get known by more ppls but i have to part wif old classmates meanwhile..complicated feeling upon hearing this new.. but i accept it positively..

next year will be a extremely hectic year for me.as i will start the real session of ausmat officially..i didnt mean that what i hv done nth in sem 1, but the upcoming events in sem 2, according to seniors, will definitely overwhelm me..of course i will have a drop in weight again..opps. i have to eat more. what i am worring actually is my poor eng...i am really hounded after i step in this ausmat family which literally require a good command of english but not a high understanding of science subjects..wat a irony. i am typical science student but i have to concentrate more on eng.

christmas day

this is a common truth ,every child from every corner of the world loves christmas day. the religion and races nor culture dont matter here, every youngster love to indulge themselves in the warm atmosphere of this holy day regardless of their background, enjoy the blessings from each other and acticipating for their gifts from grown-ups. i have been enjoying this festival very much, though i dun have the habit to hang out wif buddies on this day and at most time i spent whole day with family or alone, but i feel rejuvenated and forget all annoyances on every christmas i hv lived. malaysia dun hv winter as west countries, the white christmas we cant experience which snow covered everwhere, but the our eagerness of celebrating this important festival for christian never fades, especially for sibu, this small town which undoubtedly belongs to christianity

i went to church this cold morning. the morning is perfect. the coldness didnt strike onto us yet calm us down, giving a sign that today is so splendiferous. in church, i listened to pastor's speech,singing the songs,and of course receiving presents from church authority..everyone's smile is gorgeous and charming, and definitely we cherish this unforgettable moment, we wish each other in surrounding hv a nice day and promise we will meet again next year..


the gratification of praising the Lord never lose..among us..
The lime of our lives, is the time we praise our Lord..

merry christmas..

2009 years ago..jesus was borned..
tomorrow will be his birthday again...

this year...i have my 18th christmas, in hometown again..wish the readers of this blog..hv a blessed christmas..

irresponsible road users.

today, hours ago, i met something unpleasant. when i am to make a turn in a narrow and bending road, one car parked illegally at the road side disallows me to make a smoomth turn. while i was making the turn cafefully, i didnt realise that the right back tyre made a crash wif the block at roadside.. this creates loud sound, yet i didnt go out to have a check. this, infuriates me.. since i have been driving for almost one year..fortunately the tyre remain unharmed..or else i ought to have a long explanation to my father..

irresponsible road users..
my mind is running, and i am reminded of mat rempit.. i dare not to deny that i am obedient in following the speed limit, and i never tends to assume d road as d racing track.
mat rempit, a noun for those who prefer to race on the road, has becoming public enermy for many drivers.
they ignore other's life while competing and what is ridiculous, they assume this as a pride, as they are imaging them ruled the road.
the drawbacks they brought to this nation definitely beyond my describtion.

what i want to voice out.

somebody suggested a track should be built for them, and from my view, to be built juz merely to entertain them.
the one claims this will give rise in population of professional racers..as well as can resolve this social illenss.


this suggestion has been reported in news at tat time, and this silly opinion is certain to be rejected...

at last..
luckily our leaders are wise..

leaders and rumours

once you enter the politics, you are strongly advised to keep yourself non-vulnerable to some tricks..i have forgotten where i saw these words..but still vividly, this words come from one old politician..whom seems to be frustrated by this counterparts.

this is inevitable. once your are political man, your are exposed to the public. as your are the leader of population in one area, everyone notice your actions, your can err but your cant let that mistake ruinning the trust you acquired from ppls, your political life will end otherwise.

leaders need to be friends with rumours.

believe it not?

alrite, how many times your see a politician is infuriated with rumours on tv? certainly, they smiled on denying it, saying that is ridiculous plus silly. if you behaved in anger mode, then many other rumours will crash onto you..

a great endurance of allegations, that is the most valuable quality a gud politician should possesss

random thought

once you are given birth, what do you think is the most precious and is worth for u to treasure the most?

the poor will mention about wealth and luxury.
the time-racer will think abt plenty of free time
parents will opt for their beloved children
leaders like power to be mastered forever..

but our aba father tell us..the most important one, should be relationship..
this inspires me a lot..
once we are borned, we are related to god already, as we were created, and this is our fist relationship
as we are raised up by respectable parents, we relate to them too..
we will meet plenty of alter egos on the path, and frm them, we choose the one whom walks beside u along the rest of life.
when we are one of grown-ups, we have our own children..
when we meet some adorable pets, we lets them accompany us..

there are inumerable relationships we can have..
and at all time, we seek for new one, thus we neglect those we owned.
time flies, we lose some of them... they may abandon us too, or they end their life on this planet...

"relationship are painful yet wonderful"

verse to remember today:" the most important commandment," answered jesus," is this ...love the Lord your god with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength," the second is this" love your neighbour as yourself"

i found this verse moments ago..this cant be touching, but it keeps me on pondering, for long times....

this is wriiten in fate...the relationships we owned, with various kind of things, even with non-living things.. like with our belongings..

and this makes me to admit one theory...

"life is the school to learn how to love.."

copenhagen summit

Earth.

if the doom as in the 2012 comes true.

this means we are going to lose everything we possess.

We are borned with nothing, and leave this world with nothing.

there are no more differences between rich mens and impoverished guys.
there are also meaningless for any thing we are struggling now
if 2012 is true, tat means a kiong cant finish his pharm.
miserable disaster.

all we left in this world will be juz merely a shameful history, a history that mankind, has shown their foolish attitude, fail in protecting their homegarden because of their selfish mindset and destrutive actions.

we are anxious appreciably. we are afraid of facing this cruel fact that the days we live on earth will be numbered. we wil have such thought due to our anxiety about our own survival if the final day come. We also worried about what is going on when the juddement day comes.

All we think. is juz merely about our onw interest.

this is jus like what happened in copenhagen, denmark.

where leaders from every corner of world gather,meet and discuss abt the future of mankind.

when those representatives are vehemently issueing their concerns, they still holding a mind, that they cant lose and they must defend own interests.

they quarrel

they debate

They accuse each other of many wrongdoings they have done

They dare not to bear any respobility.

they sleep on the meeting due to fatigue



Finally, it comes to an conclusion. nothing comes up

They dun want to compromise.

perhaps this is wishful thinking, that human can change.

even a bit.

malaysia won soccer goal medal in sea games.. congratz

When amiz goal accidentally
when we witness how desperation the vietnam goalkeeper shows and how remoteful he is after wasting so much time in treatment.
when d our national anthem arises in d laos stadium

upon seeing the situation as above appear in front of us. we know that they do a great work indeed.. altough they depend on little luck somehow, they deserve all this. they show the determination to realise the target of qualifying for semi finals, and they continued their journey after beating the host, laos with spending little effort.. and at the final moment, they can proclaim themselves proudly as the best soccer team until now in south east asia,after creating miracle again in beating the strongest team they ever met since they embark on this tough battle.

those who resort to let othes down may comment this victory is juz mere one gold medal in sea game, but this soccer team remained in same fitness physically and psychologically after hearing this type of typical remarks for times, they play really well, and their spirit aid them to get what they should get.

their excitation and joyness after victory cause me thinking of one soccer team, which i pay deep respect to them. they are iraq soccer team. out of the blue, they acheive the mission to conquer the asia soccer cup years ago. they different to our national team somehow. their financial status made them nearly from choosing to surrender. however, they make it finally, grabbing the cup from rich countries, and thus, the existence of this champion team proves that sport doesnt count on money. they met more obstacles as compared to others, but they keep themselves alert all the time that their glorious victoy can make them forget the hurtful tragedy after war. many of them lose their family members, and so as many iraq-ians.perhaps this medal cant contribute much to resolve their problems, but this bring temporary happiness to them.

to our national team: lets keep this up, and dont be overwhelmed by the temporary joyness. dont repeat as losing themselves in celebration. this. jia u=d

os: enhancing fourth post. feel great!!

ATTENTION

our beloved national soccer team will fight against vietnam in sea game final tomorrow.. check it out. 5:30 pm live through rtm..lets pray for them.. lol

Sulaiman's resignation

the news about the minister resignation is rarely heard recently. hence, Sulaiman's move undeniably has raised certain amount of attention from public. Sulaiman, is also the son of Sarawak chief minister has won in the national election last year easily. here will be few consequences following this small change of najib's cabinet occurs

1.Sulaiman's decision has made me think of his possibility to indulge more in sarawak politic. The reason he issued is his health problem and this reason seems to be nt convicing. His father is going to retire very soon and

2. After unprecedented success in national election last year, pakatan rakyat will be focusing their resources in expanding their clout in sarawak, thus can wrest more seats frm bn in sarawak. The return of Sulaiman can contribute to a more stable bn in sarawak

3.the leader of unmo youth will be recruited to cabinet. khairy jamalludin is believed to take over the minister post.

0s: enhancing eng. third post.. really feel reluctant to continue.

am i driving too fast?

i got p licence for motorcycle at early 2008 and car at early this year. hence, i have become attention among drives at home as i am the youngest driver now. however, i am complained terribly at recent times as my driving speed is considered over the speed limit of my family.. alrite.. i wil change it.. i wont make u guys worried abt me.. smile always.

malaysia 3-1 laos..

congratz to our country.. in beating down the host of sea game in men soccer semi final. hopefully they maintain this spirit in playing final against vietnam. pray for them to create the miracle.. as vietnam is really playing well..in this sea game

at here i want to mention one player which i think he is quite potential. Bakhtiar Baddron, 23, who is also kedah player, goaled twice in tat match. his acceleration can reach the standard of a epl player.act malaysia gt plenty of gud players like baddron, muhymeen( i like him very much), zaikuan brothers( nt sure the spelling) however, the result of our national soccer team is always dissapointing.. lol. jia u la

2012 and its reflection on the philosophy of human on this earth

i believe this controversial movie has become one of the most popular topic to be discussed nowadays.undoubtedly,majority of its spectaculars will have a quick conclusion-it is juz merely the product under great imagination of its author. then. they left the cinema and live in usual mode without thinking anything and analysing the theories and values undelying behind this. We should trust that everything has its end as it starts to exist. this domesday, will come definitely at one day and everybody is unable to escape from this sorrowful destiny.

1. this movie reflects the weakness of humanbeing and the power of nature. our life are so weak and our culture can be juz destroyed easily. The creator of this planet is able to make no sign of humanbeing have lived here in centuries left. all starts anew. this means, this is still a doubt whether we can live on tomorrow or nt. we really cant control how our fate looks like, yet we ought to treasure every moment we own and cherish the relationship wif anyone around us.

2. love is the bond between every single person and make us alive. some parents opt for sacrifcing themselves for the survival of their children. our life is getting more hectic and this creates an situation where everyone is aggresive, harried and all geared-up for success. At home, with fatigued body and scrambled mind, we are reluctant to care our close ones, but this doesnt mean that the love between us have disappeared, juz it is expressed in indirect way and hidden sometimes. this is touching, as we can see that the original nature of mankind is not terrible, not flawless but good.

3. Money. it is so called the root of evil. While we are adimadverting the negative consequences it brings, yet we are still struggling to earn it. we are always ambivalent for this. lol.money is so powerful, which can ensure your survival despite how destrutive the world get rotting. we hate but we are stronly desired to earn how much as we can.

os: enhancing eng- second post

one post each day. can i make it possible?

this is my latest thought.. leaving each post here each day...i am nt sure whether this is gud new for you nt.. haha...but this will be my advanced strategy in enhancing my proficiency of english. i am inspired that writing practice is essential in keeping up gud english which i hv ignored for such a long time since this holiday embarks on 17 nov. i have wasted lots of time, which i mentioned earlier its reason. sigh.

what am i going to write. as i am really dun hv deep interest in touching english. i am wondering recently and this makes me headache. however, i juz gt an awesome idea from someone's blog.i will be focusing on the current issue that happens around us...

i dares not to proclaim that i am very updated in the general knowledge.. but honestly, i am the politic and sport maniac.. my eagerness towards sports is beyond imagination.. hehe.. this doesnt mean that i am physically strong in sport field. i am juz so enthusiastic in observing happenings of various sport field especially soccer, badminton, tennis, basketball and a series of games ( like sea game, olympic, commonwealth and so forth) u wont be regret if u want to get the latest knowledge or changes abt sport from me..hehe..i am nt bluffing. u will know how well and familiar i with all these.

politic, which lots of youths have ignored and show indifference to. There is no "clean" politics in this world. . and juz dis impurity i am deeply interested.. haha.. Politics. a word which is extremely senstive among scholars. sure.. i dare not to issue those remarks which are seditious.. i would like to giv my analyse cases with no offenses to anyone.. and didnt clarifying my stance.. hehe.. am i clever and smart..

alrite... can i assume this post is for today? haha..

c tomorrow

os: enhancing eng-- first post.

no titile

now is d time for me to appologize again, for abandoning this blog since i come back to sibu.. this is ridiculous as i should have more free time and i should allocate the extra time to update this blog but i can tell u i seems to be busier compared to college life tat i live which should be more hectic for a normal ppl. Funny, rite? apart from spending some time to study some inspirational books and enhancing my poor english, updating mandarin blog ( as mandarin is d best language for me), and doing sports ( want bcum taller and slimmer), touching guitar( this guitar i juz bought it recently, why i use" touch", bz i dunno how to play it!!) i indulge myself too much in doing housechores!!!! hahahahah, wat a gud boy u may praise me... but i am nt really interested to do so, juz following my mum's order.. OMG..

ya, juz want to tell u.i gt 11 over 20 in my text production. what a f..king new.. a destructive trauma in my life.. wat a catastrophe tat destroy my mood and passion in building up my perfect eng.. but i learn to accept it.. this is the truth. my eng is juz at amatuer level. for those who are proficient in mastering english, my level is equalling to your level during form 1, i guess...haha
additionaly, i admit tat i am nt consistent enough in paying efforts to search for new voca, phrases, or reading tough articles, i am such not patient guy, which means i dream my eng to be top in class but in reality, my actions are nt sufficient and efficient.

jia u ba.. a kiong.. hahahhahha

Let the past be the past

i admit that.

in the past. i hv done some things wrongly.

which may hurt your heart or did offenses.

juz want to speak out.

tat is out of my intention

and also out of my controls.

let the past be the past

look forward.

cheer up;//=d