math - ing..

today whole day.. soaked in maths.. jia u..

My fear toward maths?

today i am quite down actually.. juz bz of maths test few hours ago. i dun think i was doing well.. that is ok, that is just a test..and what is waiting behind is real final exam. I admit that , like philip say, i am too fearful about maths, but this time, the main cause, i think, is because of the lacking of preparation before stepping into exam hall.... fear + nt enough preparation.. if i can get B, i will be very grateful..

life here changes me a lot.. great and obvious one should be my deep interest towards phy, which i am also fearful before..dunno why.. lecturer say it before.. phy requires imagination..and maybe i am the one who like to imagine..yeah..hopefully..i can beat down maths.. wait for u too.. final exam..

sad day..

this is an annihilating catastrophe.. tat the eng is present in this world..i totally hate this language..

why today is sad? simple.. i onli gt ten / twenty in text production which is very important for this sem ..waiting for ppls to cheer me up..

hapi birthday to tina, blacky,jason.haziq.nemo..

all birthday guys..and gals
They are the mastermind of this party..





actually today is tina s birthday, but our class celebrate in once for all 5 ppls... altough birthday is nt important for me, but from their smile on face and joy, maybe i should realise its importance..

tiring day...i hate matrix

recent days matrix make me feeling headache and feels like vomiting. I am very afraid of maths already...discover that i suddenly get addicted to blogging these days? haha.. gud new lo..

try to forget her.....

time flies, she disappear in my sight for almost 1 year......it is hard to give up, it is an difficulty to accept the truth, but since she have somebody she loves deeply, why dont i to broaden my mind, accepting this fact, we are impossible..rite? theng wei kiong a....lol.....u r PERFECT.....你是世界上最完美的人

you still gt a lot of dreams to realise...

you still got a lot of responsibility to bear...
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you still have a bright future..

you still have a perfect God to love u.....

you still have lots of "her" to love..

you still have your baba mama to care u...


however....bless her..to have a perfect life..smile always. health always.=d.....

you can do it.. manchester .u

dont give up.. you are the best in my heart...

A special sunday....

this was supposed to be a usual sunday church service for many friends in christ before the last second in shah alam chinese church today. lol. ya, there is a special singing perfomance by we students... and it aims to thank aunties and uncles, for their efforts and time spent to fetch us from cendana and cemara akasia to church, care us, bring us countless joy.....a special gratitude shown to them....

For fun....

this one.. omg.. speechless.. hahahhhahahahah
i think this photo looks more real and i like it... " hey boss, how many ppls u want to kill today?"

one more week to end sem 1 of ausmat

just now wei shuang remind me, hey, we juz left one more week to finish sem 1 and starting from sem 2, we have to be re - grouped, and this means, some of sc 1 classmate maybe nt more my classmate next year. alrite, this is sad fact (nt confirmed as fact yet), but i sincerely want to speak out, sc1 of ausmat 21, u guys really have given me lots of things, there are stress and fear at the beginning of the sem, but gradually, i feel the joy and warm from u......treause and cherish it. i will

another day of staying in cendana and doing nothing

well, today will be the last day of my leave and reluctantly, i have to go back intec tomorrow.. lol..

Sick..

this should be my first time, get sick in cendana.. exhausted +nose stuck+no appetite+fever=suffering.. whole weekend just do nothing, except esls text production.. haiz...

New Zealand Pharm TER is 92!!.. haha

i feels very quite glad today, as i can have such length of free time to leave some words on this long-time abandoned corner. The reasons are no more quizes in coming days of this week. So, this is my temporary relaxing time interval to do things that i wanted to do. Alrite, lets talk about the bio and che quiz today, indeed, i feel that i can perform better, as i cant answer what the que wants, but i know d answer, haha...nvm, jus let it gone, and afternoon is the briefing by the representatives frm new zealand universities, and the great new is that, ter 92 is the latest passing gate for entering otago university..wao.. great to hear that. well, i dun mean that ter 92 is very easy to get, but at least the mark looks like still believable and can be achieved. well., off..

Headache moments

The sem 1 is drawing to a perfect end. Only 3 weeks left, and ausmat students will sit for the final exam which determines how much the progress we have shown along the sem 1, and after the exam, there are no much days left that we will step into another new year. busy, busy and busy, i am now pretty busy with memorising computer studies notes as i will sit for cs test tomorrow. There are always no boundary for busy stuffs. Bio quiz and che quiz cum after cs, on tuesday.. haha..smile bitterly, that is called a life, however, it is nice if u still can seek happiness when u get into busy stuffs.. haha.. see la following pics