silent nite. d mind keep reflashing some old images.. keeping my eyes opened and cnt slp..listening to songs which stimulate a lot of memories hidden longly in the backyard of my brain... and it is painful and pathetic..hence come here write sth...

hv been long time didnt update this blog, mainly due to hectic studies in ausmat. absolutely i hv forgotten the existence of this blog.. hehe..and i am pretty sure there will be a long time u read this post after it is to be posted as this blog's popularity has dropped to zero.

in sace nw. which i think still not so challenging except the statistic part of math paper and i am completely getting lost in that part. i hv no idea what i hv written for the explanation part..as the que is always confusing. for certain, i am not suited to touch math.. haha..

alrite.. wan slp gudnite.

highest respect to our Robert Lau

called by the lord.. our beloved sibu mb, datuk Robert Lau has jus returned to home of Aba God...
Despite some of unsastified changes made toward Sibu. He is really a great politician in which the contributions brought to my hometown by him is really great.. and great..

his departure frm this hectic world inspires me a lot of things.. the life is weak and it juz like a fire.. cn be lost anytime.. indeed i still shocked of dis sad new.. unexpectable..ya.. one point i would like to emphasize here.. my robert really helped a lot in the appeals of any scholarship made by sibu young spm or stpm leavers.. this one i am really touched.. and juz pray..hope he stay well in heaven..

Let ignite the revival

the time flies in greater dy/dx,, i would like to say that, because it slipped from my hand without any notification provided.. now is april and next week will be a tough and deciding point as i will be having ielts exam next friday. friday speaking test and saturday sit for reading, listening and writing. my preparation for it in this sem is really nil as mountains of homeworks and test are adequate to keep me overwhelmed every second. alrite.. wat is d purpose to bla bla here.. perhaps i want to brush up writing skills.. haha. does it work . i dont think blogging will contribute to a better eng.. but is better than doing nth.. rite? haha

it is inevitable for manchester united for nt being the main character in this post today.. well.. is pretty sure for red devils bring home with jus one carling cup trophy. .. luck really absent by their side when fighting against bayern munich and really speechless when bayern won them with mere 1 more away goal.. b4 dis against chelsea...absence of rooney means absence of attacking power.. reliance on berbatov definitely isnt a smart move and this goalless striker shd be sold as early as possible..

alrite.. what has happened in dis season let it be a historical bygones and wish m.u cn has nice trade in the coming transfer period..

hv i mentioned i hv a class change in dis sem? altire.. new class named hyams and quite embarassing i forgot the meaning behind dis weird name.. there are few sc1 friends, wif me allocated in dis class and at first i found dis class quite boring..

below are the reasons..
1. everyone study study.. omg...tension and tension built up
2. laugh for a nt very funny thing.. izit lame? haha.. dunno
3. indifference... everyone juz like to take care of their own stuffs..

but all of dis changed in my view after few months.. i started enjoy the silence brought by dis class to me.. it really a gud studying environment and many friends are juz cold frm their appearance... start to feel the warmth...but compared to sc1.. hehe.. prefer more the latter..

RANDOM

well as u may hv known earlier i hv started my second sem of ausmat few days ago. All are going unsmoothly i can tell you and definitely the busy routine is going to overwhelm me. we have received our first assignment before having first class session and we have to pass up it on next monday. That is directed investigation of Maths. Alrite my topic is abt number theory and it is focusing on the fibonacci sequence. WELL, THANK GOD AGAIN, this topic is not so hard as other's and i think i can manage to get it done within short time. ausmat comprises of many assignments and tests, in which assignments onli will be sufficient causing you losing weight in short time!! i am hardly to say i can adapt to this brandnew environment after a long break, juz like a non-operating engine cant work under a long run. however i am forced to and luckily tomorrow is friday.. weekend is always saving a exhausted a kiong frm bcum disoriented.

well i am annoyed enough with tension of this sem, but i discovered one gal who need more spritual toughness in passing this critical year.. lets forget wondering who is her and juz make a short pray for her.


WITH GOD I WILL ALWAYS FEEL REJUVENATED....

Alvin And The Chipmunks

today i becum spectator of sunway cinema again after settling registration down in intec. actually i am hanging out wif 2205 roommates, plus lovely vit jin to sunway pyramid before the movie starts. well the whole movie exceeds my expectation and it really kept me laughing non-stop on the way enjoying it. however the num of spectator is really few...haha..

tomorrow morning is supposed to be free of classes and hence i can hv one pretty morning once more lying on bed.. the awesome moments is the moment when u know time allow u to sleep for hours ahead.

=d.. hv a nice day.

first post in cendana. of 2010

it has been one day more since i hv arrived this malay-dominated Shah Alam. to be honest, i am still struggling to suit myself into this "far from home" atmosphere ( altough school session hasnt started, i feeled already the tension.. omg), despite the fact that i hv lived here for almost half year before last sch break. well, today is sunday and it is supposed to be registration day for our hostel, but it seems no such event to be carried out by d authority. this busy morning signifies the start of my hectic life this year. i have been so busy to move 9 boxes of books frm storeroom to my room. i dare not to declare i am already collapsed bz of that, but it really tiring and i am doing this task wif no having breakfast at first, so i am feeling sick for little now..maybe low glucose level in my body? haha..

today is third day of 2010. try to get my life alive as this brand new year..as i lived as though dead man for 2 months-- holidays

boring but relaxing. aiding me to be rejuvenated ahead

going back to study..

everything will end as it starts, so does this long holiday. i will be going back to shah alam tomorrow.. wave to sibu..bye.

happy 2010

happy 2010.. now juz 4 hours left. and we are going to embark on this new year. i guess most youths are having countdown or celebration for waiting the first second of 2010 coming. Actually i cant understand what for we spent our time to acticipate for that second coming as nothing change in our surrounding..perhaps those who are having great time now gain the merriment from gathering with their loved ones, and also the atmosphere of crowding joyfully.

i love 2009, this fruitful year has exposed lots things for me to learn, feel and experience. i gained any unexpected presents from our Lord and many of those i really dont deserve for it, though i will always appreciate it,treasure it and wont let You down. I may cry because i dont think i can travelled that far, and finally i smile when u continue on my side, aiding me in growing spritually, step by step to resolve the crisis pouring upon me and bless me to be unscathed after every trauma, and most importantly, never give up me when my negative side prevails..

i cant expect what will the forthcoming events bring to me. either desperate nor joyfull life i will live it with a tough heart. i have had such long journey and i tell myself, i will be looking forward... and step forward.

Avatar.. again

I see you I see you Walking through a dream I see you My light in darkness breathing hope of new life Now I live through you and you through me Enchanting I pray in my heart that this dream never ends I see me through your eyes Living through life flying high Your life shines the way into paradise So I offer my life as a sacrifice I live through your love You teach me how to see All that’s beautiful My senses touch your word I never pictured Now I give my hope to you I surrender I pray in my heart that this world never ends I see me through your eyes Living through life flying high Your love shines the way into paradise So I offer my life I offer my love, for you When my heart was never open (and my spirit never free) To the world that you have shown me But my eyes could not division All the colours of love and of life ever more Evermore (I see me through your eyes) I see me through your eyes (Living through life flying high) Flying high Your love shines the way into paradise So I offer my life as a sacrifice And live through your love And live through your life I see you I see you

love is a miracle indeed, which is one of greatest inventions by our Lord. love exists everywhere, it is absolutely transparent which we cant see, we cant touch or even smell it .we can juz feel it, and most time we feel the love from someone when the one has sacrificed for u. when u love somebody , you dare to giv up yourself.. or yours including every belonging, juz because of your love towards that lucky one..

thanks to god.. we gain love . we spread the love. as we learn how to love..

Avatar

today i have a watch of this great movie..with david. initially i didnt intend to watch it, as fiction movie definitely isnt my favor. however, due to many reasons ( firstly, nth to do staying in house. secondly, juz rm6 is needed to pay.=d 3. curious abt its content after seeing its acheivement in ticket-sale, note: it is on the way to beat down the titanic!!) however, the sibu cinema appear as how it is on usual days, juz few ppls come for it.

This movie took 2 hours and 45 minutes, quite long movie and for overall, i didnt feel special for the story line, juz i feel the movie background is awesome, and the 3d-graphic is gorgeous too..very real.

the main character is jake, a handicapped, who resume his dead brother's mission to aid earth army in gaining precious metal in padora. for ensuring to suceed the mission, jake has to become one of the namia ppl by combining his soul with a man-made namia body. hence, he becum new to that new world. the rest of story i cant tell u any further due to copyright ..haha..

the movie inspires its spectator in several ways. one of this i would like to pen here.

frm this movie,human, again has shown their inhumanlity when they want to possess something of their desire. in avatar, human has launched a war against namia ppl immediately after failed in negotiation. human always act cruel in protecting own benefits and often they do anything regardless of other's feeling even safety. i dare not to deny that i never behaved like this..one idion frm mandarin best describes this characterstic": if one doesnt act according to his need, he wil be destroyed right now, by the sky and also the ground" however, these is a population of ppl who behave oppositely, they forget of defending their own right and this they are harmed. hence now a balance is required. we shnt hurt others in hunting out favor while we musnt sacrifice ourselves. though most times we are unable to judge and doubtful in making decision...haha..human is always suffering for this...haiz=d

one quote from the movie:
"if u want to gain sth frm one, that one isnt necessary to become your enermy.."

deep meaning.. love this quote.

these days i am busy soaking in sorts of entertainment and indulging in gathering with old friend. most of them have changed apparently in appearance nor talking style. perhaps they have grown spritually, and somehow i feel strange to them, as i have separated with them for such long time after spm. juz now i got the hot new among ausmatians, we are regrouped for next sems and this means i have to mingle wif different throng of classmates then. I am blurred in classifing this as fantastic or awful new. by thinking positively, i will have more opportunity to get known by more ppls but i have to part wif old classmates meanwhile..complicated feeling upon hearing this new.. but i accept it positively..

next year will be a extremely hectic year for me.as i will start the real session of ausmat officially..i didnt mean that what i hv done nth in sem 1, but the upcoming events in sem 2, according to seniors, will definitely overwhelm me..of course i will have a drop in weight again..opps. i have to eat more. what i am worring actually is my poor eng...i am really hounded after i step in this ausmat family which literally require a good command of english but not a high understanding of science subjects..wat a irony. i am typical science student but i have to concentrate more on eng.

christmas day

this is a common truth ,every child from every corner of the world loves christmas day. the religion and races nor culture dont matter here, every youngster love to indulge themselves in the warm atmosphere of this holy day regardless of their background, enjoy the blessings from each other and acticipating for their gifts from grown-ups. i have been enjoying this festival very much, though i dun have the habit to hang out wif buddies on this day and at most time i spent whole day with family or alone, but i feel rejuvenated and forget all annoyances on every christmas i hv lived. malaysia dun hv winter as west countries, the white christmas we cant experience which snow covered everwhere, but the our eagerness of celebrating this important festival for christian never fades, especially for sibu, this small town which undoubtedly belongs to christianity

i went to church this cold morning. the morning is perfect. the coldness didnt strike onto us yet calm us down, giving a sign that today is so splendiferous. in church, i listened to pastor's speech,singing the songs,and of course receiving presents from church authority..everyone's smile is gorgeous and charming, and definitely we cherish this unforgettable moment, we wish each other in surrounding hv a nice day and promise we will meet again next year..


the gratification of praising the Lord never lose..among us..
The lime of our lives, is the time we praise our Lord..

merry christmas..

2009 years ago..jesus was borned..
tomorrow will be his birthday again...

this year...i have my 18th christmas, in hometown again..wish the readers of this blog..hv a blessed christmas..

irresponsible road users.

today, hours ago, i met something unpleasant. when i am to make a turn in a narrow and bending road, one car parked illegally at the road side disallows me to make a smoomth turn. while i was making the turn cafefully, i didnt realise that the right back tyre made a crash wif the block at roadside.. this creates loud sound, yet i didnt go out to have a check. this, infuriates me.. since i have been driving for almost one year..fortunately the tyre remain unharmed..or else i ought to have a long explanation to my father..

irresponsible road users..
my mind is running, and i am reminded of mat rempit.. i dare not to deny that i am obedient in following the speed limit, and i never tends to assume d road as d racing track.
mat rempit, a noun for those who prefer to race on the road, has becoming public enermy for many drivers.
they ignore other's life while competing and what is ridiculous, they assume this as a pride, as they are imaging them ruled the road.
the drawbacks they brought to this nation definitely beyond my describtion.

what i want to voice out.

somebody suggested a track should be built for them, and from my view, to be built juz merely to entertain them.
the one claims this will give rise in population of professional racers..as well as can resolve this social illenss.


this suggestion has been reported in news at tat time, and this silly opinion is certain to be rejected...

at last..
luckily our leaders are wise..

leaders and rumours

once you enter the politics, you are strongly advised to keep yourself non-vulnerable to some tricks..i have forgotten where i saw these words..but still vividly, this words come from one old politician..whom seems to be frustrated by this counterparts.

this is inevitable. once your are political man, your are exposed to the public. as your are the leader of population in one area, everyone notice your actions, your can err but your cant let that mistake ruinning the trust you acquired from ppls, your political life will end otherwise.

leaders need to be friends with rumours.

believe it not?

alrite, how many times your see a politician is infuriated with rumours on tv? certainly, they smiled on denying it, saying that is ridiculous plus silly. if you behaved in anger mode, then many other rumours will crash onto you..

a great endurance of allegations, that is the most valuable quality a gud politician should possesss